Saturday, May 23, 2015

Red

Red.

It's my absolute favourite colour.

My football team plays in it.

The wallpapers on my personal and workphones are both red.

I really used to like to paint the town red back in the day!

I'd have my house painted red if I could!

Hey I would dye my head red if I was braver.

Seems like this is a bit random.

But.

I am sitting at my office desk trying to look busy while really I don't feel any motivation to work. On my white glass desk at work I am staring at two items.

A red stapler.

And.

A  pair of bright red office scissors.

The colour grabs me.

And my mind flashes back to Liverpool Boiler Room at Strawberry Fields. My friend and amazingly gifted, anointed and blessed artist supreme Mr Paul Fleming and I were discussing what colour we should paint the main space at Strawbs. I wanted just plain white. Paul was leaning towards red. He said it would represent the blood of Jesus. I left him to it. I was Hoping he would just white wash it completely. I got back the next day and one wall is red! I kindly used my face to voice my displeasure. Even though I like red. White was cooler to me in that room. So Paul being the fabulous human being he really is decided to cover the red up with strips of white wallpaper. The room then looked. Well. White. A week later an amazing lady called Debra Green was speaking at a gathering at the Boiler Room organised by a group of amazing praying people called CWM led by another amazing lady called Sue Sinclair based in Liverpool. During an incredible wave of the Spirit, people were up prophesying. One lady. Got up and spoke of her worry that the church were watering down the Gospel in some places. She said we should never hide the blood of Jesus. The red blood of Jesus. She then went as far (Not knowing the whole decorating fiasco) to say, 'the Church was in danger of whitewashing over his blood!'

I.

Dropped.

My.

Head.

I thought about how I had even without thinking just put my own decorating preferences before Paul's idea of a wall symbolising the blood that was shed for me and you. The very minute the meeting finished. I ripped off every scrap of the white wallpaper to expose the beautiful red wall. I had been zapped with a very special message from God that day that I have tried to carry into my ministry.

Never hide the blood of Christ.

Never smooth it over.

Never cover it.

There is power in the blood.

The red blood of Christ is the standard of victory. 

Blood that changed everything for mankind.

The blood that speaks a very real hope to this world.

The blood that flowed from the centrepoint of the gospel.

The cross.

This truth needs to be spoken over the generations.

So.

We need to keep the truth out there.

Hey.

Lets not whitewash it.

Or paper it over.

But speak it, live it, carry it, pass it on to the next generation.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

indecision

The countryside is flashing by the semi panoramic window of the trans Pennine express train to Edinburgh.
And.
I am easily drawn into a clarity of thought.
Times are changing for me.
A new season dawns.
I have fresh optimism.
Fresh forward vision.
Fresh hope.
It feels like I am standing on the precipice of something approaching destiny proportions.
It feels liberating.
As the amazingness of the countryside that adorns the lake district through the train window plays out its breathtaking scenes I wallow in the freedom that decision making brings.
It feels like I have been on a roundabout of indecision for such a long time.
But recently I have made a serious life decision that will be revealed in the coming month or so.
Indecision is a bad thing.
It has battered me, worn me down, worn me out, frustrated me, fed me false convictions, convinced me I am useless, poured guilt into my mind like scalding oil, left me ruing missed opportunities, and virtually immobilised my life.
Indecision is a bad thing as far as I can see.
Making a decision is like turning a key to freedom.
So
Why do I write this today?
I want to encourage anyone who is on that same cycle of indecision today.
Get off the roundabout.
Choose freedom.
Choose a new life.
Don't let indecision mess with your head any longer.
Make the change.
Take the plunge.
Pack up your old life.
Leave behind those things that you need to get rid of.
Walk forward.
And don't look back

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