Friday, February 28, 2014
Ready for a change
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Dangerous places
Sunday, February 16, 2014
A Dawning (miraculous prayer)
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Running on empty
My people have committed two sins
1. They have forsaken me, the spring of living water.
2. They have dug their own cisterns.
Broken cisterns that cannot hold water. (Jeremiah: 2:13)
Instead of going to God the spring of living water, they ignored that and built their own cisterns. Cisterns were constructed holes in the ground lined with different things to store water. But they were often broken and flimsy and could not hold any water. It just seeped away into the ground.
The good news of this scripture is that the living water is available.
The problem is that the people of Israel at the time of this prophecy were trying to provide their own supply of water to satisfy their spiritual needs and desires.
They built their own cisterns, they worshipped other Gods, they dealt with stuff on their own. They set up their own systems of spiritual refreshment.
Sadly those type of cisterns break easily and they cannot hold water.
Interesting that God reminds us that is a sin.
They were far from God.
They were spiritually dry.
Ever been there?
Are you there now?
Just imagine what Living water would look like and feel like for a second.
Yeah it flags up all kinds of pictures.
I like to see it as an endless life flow of the mercy, forgiveness, Grace and love of Jesus.
A healing water.
A flash flood of peace.
I ask myself today why do I build my own cistern so often and wonder why I feel so dry sometimes? Why I am running on empty so often.
Why?
When I know that when doing that I am forsaking God, the spring of living water.
Which is the kind of water I need.
I build my own cistern so often.
Someone says something hurtful, I build a cistern.
Someone tries to bring me down, I build a cistern.
I build cisterns when life isn't going great as well as sometimes when life is going fantastic.
The cistern I build is usually made with porous stuff like worrying what people think of me.
What would that person think if I did this? Or said that? You know that kind of thing.
I should be going to the spring of living water. I should care what God thinks about me much more than what others think.
I should drink from it and receive the life giving flow.
And.
I'm learning to do that on this journey.
But it's not just about learning.
I have to make it a way of life.
I sense the urgency of that this morning as I pray.
I've been running on empty a little bit lately but I felt the spirit of God speak to me this morning and say, "it doesn't have to be that way."
Anyone out there feeling a bit empty?
And.
Spiritually dry?
Are you building your own cisterns, going to the wrong places to try and get that thirst quenched. Worshipping a false God? Not believing in God at all? Trying to deal with things on your own? Sorting something out that you feel God couldn't possibly help you with? Feeling abandoned or useless? A bit hopeless even?
Then go to the spring of living water.
Jesus, the father the son and the Holy Spirit .
The life giving water full of hope, grace and love.
Take an almighty slug of that.
Yeah.
Go to that place.
Maybe the prayer I prayed for myself today may help someone.
Lord I choose to come to you today, I abandon all cisterns that I have built to try and fill my life with meaning. I've found nothing but emptiness there. I am desperate for your living water, for your mercy, for your grace, for your love, for your life. Please God fill me with life, new life, new perspective, a new dimension. Forgive me for the times I do not run to you, for the times I run anywhere but to you. I repent of that sin Lord. I have forsaken you at times, but you never leave me and I'm so glad of that. Thank you for that truth Lord that means that the spring of living water is near me eternally. I rise up from my knees Lord changed by this fact. I receive your life giving flow right now Lord. In Jesus name Amen.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Seize the moment
Saturday, February 1, 2014
The first time I saw your face
This is a re-run of a blogpost from back in 2011.
I felt an urge to republish it tonight.So for whatever reason the prompt has come.
May it bless you massively.
Here goes.
Tonight I am Just chilling.
My earphones are firmly in my ear canals.
From the depths of my Smartphone streams a song. Leona Lewis singing "The first time ever I saw your face." It sounds like pure golden liquid pouring into my ears.
As the song played its spine tingling notes, I began to reflect on the first time I ever saw the face of Jesus.
It was in Victoria train Station in London back in 1999.
And on reflection tonight, it was the very moment that changed my life forever.
No flashes of lightning, or claps of thunder.
I saw a homeless girl sitting down propped up against a wall.
She was so young.
She was tired, dirty and obviously hungry.
I don't know what made me stop.
As from a distance I looked at her, I saw another girl, also so young, but much healthier, clean and well dressed, walk over to her and simply kneel down beside her.
She placed her hand on the girls shoulder and whispered something into her ear. She was seemingly to oblivious to the thousands of people coming and going to their respective destinations. More than that the thousands walking past seemed oblivious to the homeless girl lying on the floor.
As she placed her hand on her shoulder, she closed her eyes and began to pray for the homeless girl.
As she prayed, I saw tears start to stream down the homeless girls face. They left tear-trails in the dirt on her face.
I watched.
Transfixed.
I had never ever encountered Jesus in my life before, due to my indifference.
But here in the face of this young homeless girl, I saw him.
I saw Jesus.
I encountered him in her hot tears.
I saw him in her pain filled face.
I was so touched.
This was a simple act of kindness in a frantically busy London train station. But I knew that in that one moment something big happened in my life.
I think that was the first time ever I saw His face.
It was so amazing.
It changed my life forever.
All the rubbish that was attached to my life, stuff that I had been dragging around with me for years seemed to loosen. I had a feeling inside that this was a real chance to draw a line on the past and begin a new life.
In that moment I couldn't get away from the feeling that the only way to experience a new, full, amazing life, the only way, was to be in relationship with Jesus.
I was also dumbfounded by the girl who had taken the time to care for this young girl.
How brave she was.
How beautiful.
How breathtaking was the unconditional love she was showing.
I was in a daze, I just felt like abandoning my life altogether and spending the rest of my life wiping the tears of the lost and the lonely.
My life up until that moment meant nothing. All the partying and overspending just suddenly came out into the open and I saw it clearly as a worthless pile of hopelessness.
I wanted desperately that my life should mean something.
And the first time ever I saw His face? It all changed.
Changed in an instant.
I remember saying over and over, "Will you fix my broken life?"
And all these years on? He has.
So do you remember the first time ever you saw His face?
Hey, maybe you have never seen His face?
Look around you.
He is absolutely everywhere.
In the eyes of brokenness.
I urge you to look for His face.
Maybe you haven't seen Him for a while?
As I say, maybe you have never seen him.
The other day I gave a pair of my jeans to a guy who has nothing. He had soiled his one pair of jeans in a drunken stupor. As I handed them over to him, his face just lit up.
His face looked almost angelic.
Definitely, I was giving the jeans to Jesus.
It felt like an act of communion somehow.
More and more amidst the often lifeless religion and church, and all that stuff, I see Jesus crying out for water, food and even a pair of jeans.
So if you have never seen His face?
There is always a first time.
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