Dear hope
I love you.
You only have positive expectations
You accompanied me into my darkest moments even though I didn't hear, see or feel you.
But
You were definitely there.
And
I have to say thank you for offering me your outstretched hand in my time of need.
I noticed some other things about you too.
You hold all the good things that are locked into my future. You carry strength like I have never seen. You have a steadiness and a calmness that exceed anything the world could ever offer up.
I should have believed in you quicker, I wish I had taken a hold of you sooner, but I didn't.
Yet
That's the thing
you still stayed close and promised to never leave no matter what.
and
You never left and never will
You offer another way, another approach, another chance always.
The healing properties you carry are boundless and are medicine to the sickness darkness causes.
you offer me a way out of the darkness.
You show me opportunities not despair.
You are my companion for life and I never realised
But
Now I know
And
I know you are real and present
Forever
You are so real
I love you.
Thank you
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